They sat at
the kitchen table staring at the egg.
They’ d
found it in the garden.
It was pale
blue and quite small. It was placed between the toast rack and the marmalade.
“What is it
dear?”
“I don’t
know. I think its an egg”.
They sat
quietly munching toast and drinking tea, all the while looking at the turquoise
shell that had now joined them.
They
finished their toast and read the morning papers. Now and then they peered over
the local news at the blue egg.
The
headline read “Blown to Smithereens: Landmine kills Local Girl”
“She would
have liked this egg dear”
“I know.
She was a keen naturalist wasn’t she.”
On the mantelpiece was a photograph of a young female soldier, proud and resolute in
the sunshine of her life. Next to her was a folded letter from the Ministry
explaining how she’d been protecting children when a mine had gone off. She was
killed instantly and they should be very proud. She was a hero.
The
breakfast table had carried on being set for three as usual since they’d got
the letter two weeks ago. Plate, knife, spoon, cup and saucer, egg cup and a
folded napkin. Like they’d always done.
The elderly
couple both gazed at the space behind their daughter’s chair, a space
stretching into the endless infinite of nothing. It would go on forever if they
could have seen that far.
They looked
at each other, smiled and held hands. There was nothing more to say. They had
cried and cried the weeks before, a tidal wave of sorrow engulfing them and
their whole world. It seemed smaller, the world and as if on an empty beach on
the last day of Earth they peered into the future where they saw a blank hole
filling with darkness.
“It’ll be
alright dear.”
“We’ll make
do and carry on.”
“She would
have wanted that for us. To carry on.”
But the
thought of carrying on was to each of them secretly an impossible task. It
would have been easier to count the atoms of all the tears they’d shed since
the man from the Ministry had knocked on the door.
“She’s
never coming home dear.”
They
squeezed each other’s hands tighter and let their heads look down at the table
cloth decorated with chicks and ducklings. It was a week before Easter.
The egg
they had found under the hazel began to move.
It was
almost imperceptible at first, a faint vibration in the shell that tapped the
table like a polygraph.
The
vibrations increased until the egg actually began to roll a little, knocking
into the jam jar with a clink, then returning to its original spot.
“That’s
funny dear.”
“I know.”
The old
pair were transfixed by the movements. The egg wobbled and shook for an age
until finally there was an audible but gentle crack.
The crack
became bigger and the egg split jaggedly into two halves.
From within
a small creature popped out onto the cork mat and “peeped”.
It was the
most beautiful thing that the pair had ever seen in their entire lives, a
fragile being emitting light and colour from its every pore. It flopped around
awhile until, mustering some unseen force, it stood up and looked at them.
“Oh my! Its
her, its our lovely girl, she’s come back!”
“Yes dear,
she has!”
The ancient
couple cried and laughed as the little hatchling hopped around the breakfast
things bumping into the empty egg cup, where it jumped up and landed in its
neat striped bowl. It peered from over the rim and seemed to smile.
“Our baby!”
The two
were overjoyed beyond comprehension. It was a miracle where no miracle could
exist. A sticking-together of a shattered daughter blown to bits just before
Easter. A world re-made.
Their
hearts filled with a million memories of family life like wine: becoming
parents, tending her needs, playing in the garden by the hazel, looking for the
bunny, her first day at school, her prom, her eighteenth limo and her
passing out tall and proud.
They shut
their eyes to recall it all and never opened them again.
A small
chick jumped across the tablecloth, pecked at their joined hands and flew away
through the open kitchen window into the blue day beyond.
A sensitive and sad short story which makes me consider the unbearable void which the loss of a son or daughter must bring. A parent's nightmare, Woodsy. Beautifully written, Woodsy.
ReplyDeleteThanks Tone. Inspired by finding a blackbird egg in our garden and to some extent the LP cover of Led Zep's Presence and a peppering of WWI War Poetry. I may write more stuff like this.
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