Like every other day the young man sat upstairs in the double decker number 485 to get to and from his work in the City. His wintry mood fitted the cold interior of the bus and it's sleepy dour passengers.
THE GARGOYLE'S DISPLEASURE
My Restless Shufflings from the Rafters
Wednesday, November 20, 2024
The Tower on the Hill
Monday, October 28, 2024
The Dry Grimoire
Frank Sinn was a collector. He collected the worst of humanity, it's grisliest side, the detritus of depravity and the spoils of degradation.
Tuesday, June 4, 2024
Our Bloodied Ruins
Monday, August 28, 2023
A HIGH PRICE
Cecil had tried everything. Tripe, sweetbreads, kidneys, heart, even wazzles. Money was no object.
Saturday, July 8, 2023
The Pool
'Pass me some figs please Father'.
Father, squinting at the blinding mid-day sun, picked up a sprig of plump fruits from a marble platter and reached over to his daughter.
In one swift movement his hand was severed at the wrist, hot crimson completely showering the girl.
Father stared in disbelief at his grisly stump, his life force spurting in jets from divided vessels across his face and flecking the faded fresco beside him.
His daughter picked up his gushing hand, still holding the figs and wailed till her lungs burst.
A fleeting swoosh was heard before Mother herself was cruelly lifted into the air. She stared down at her white robe, where a razor-sharp silver spearhead came out below her sternum, twisting as it exited.
Dislodged just as quick in a gut-entangled heap, she began to scream uncontrollably, as her entrails slid out steaming hot, her venting blood coursing down them from her gored chest. It poured along her legs in a river of scarlet, slicking thickly around a wooden cross by the poolside.
The daughter held her head and shook it from side to side, her desolate eyes wide open with shock and terror.
She moaned noisily, repeating 'No, No, No!' over and over, swaying as her mind plummeted into madness.
Her soft leather waistband gave absolutely no resistance as a thick cutting sword scythed through her in a single devastating arc.
As her dumbstruck parents paused their own fatal agonies, they watched their daughter cut in half, her upper torso sliding into the water, bobbing over and arms outstretched in a cruel parody of their deep beliefs.
They both blinked through veils of blood, weakening lips uttering a final prayer
as their hearts broke.
Wednesday, July 5, 2023
Global Warning
Monday, June 19, 2023
A Whiff of Enamel
Offcut was a tinker bot on the Planet Swarf.
Like all robots on Swarf he served a feudal master.
Offcut's master was called Lord Grilla, a bellicose bot who ravaged the neighbouring lands like a greased dragon in its insatiable thirst for oil.
Like all worker droids Offcut had a single task. His job was to sniff out the carboniferous scent of the oil slicks buried beneath the detritus of the Swarf wars.
For the first thousand years Offcut had performed his duties with obedient zeal and aplomb. Grilla had been pleased with this olfactory droid who always managed to find the hidden slicks.
'You are my divining rod, my oil dowser Off cut!' praised Grilla through its steel mouth.
Offcut had found so much oil that the tanker droids had been at full capacity for the last millenium. The drums were piled high in Grilla's desert kingdom like church spires for a fossil god, a god that had powered the fatuous warring of Swarf's Barons.
When Offcut located a new slick, he would take a sample of the oil with his cup hand, raise his wired arm and sound the alarm in triumph.
Grilla wood lurch over the surface of mangled machines, his excitement forged in a furnace of greed and a corrupted obsession to possess every last drop of oil on Swarf.
Behind the giant leader the extractors came, gathering in their thousands, file after file of diligent syphons. Beyond their serried ranks stood the legions of tanker droids towering in the solar glare like rockets.
As Royal diviner Offcut had the privilege of pouring the sample of oil into Grilla's intake, sending the robot Lord into a frenzy of avarice. He then leapt, as he always did, into the waiting slick and windmilled his metal arms through the thick black liquid.
Once fully bathed Grilla would beckon his batteried concubines to join him, whereupon a flotilla of ironclad maids paddled across and gently daubed the fluid all over their Lord's ancient gears and servos, Grilla's pleasure sensors very nearly overloading.
Offcut had witnessed this ritual for a thousand years.
His crystal eye remained alert but lately something was growing inside him, which he did not recognise.
Somewhere in his circuits a cable had frayed he surmised.
A stop in the repair shop would sort it out. But the glitch persisted and although he didn't know it Offcut felt the fizzy beginnings of boredom.
In his musty repair station the sniffer bot began to search for a loose connection. He poked and probed but didn't find anything wrong.
With nothing better to do Offcut reached for the spool of solder with his pincer so he could strengthen his nasal cabling. Taking it down from the top shelf he suddenly glimpsed a row of old tins swathed in a thick layer of dust.
'I don't remember those!' he clicked and put them on his work bench.
Offcut stared at the tins.
His vision program, much weaker than his nose, could only just discern through the dust the word on the side of each of them.
He was perplexed. Where had they come from.
Curiosity taking over, the little droid flipped the lid from the first tin. Immediately a vapour rose from the inside and Offcut, with his amplified rhino-sensors, inhaled deeply.
The sensation that greeted him was like nothing he had experienced before. This was a new and alien aroma unlike anything the bot had ever smelled. It was beautiful, enchanting and endearing in equal measure and Offcut was entranced.
He opened the second can and to his delight it held an even more intoxicating scent than the first. Taking it in he imagined hot steamy rainforests of lithium trees and wide barometer seas of mercury glinting in starlight. He blinked his one eye.
Quivering with excitement the small droid released the third and final lid.
If the first two bouquets had startled him with their groundbreaking beauty he was now transfixed by the mist rising from this last tin.
Cranking his olfactory scale up to the maximum Offcut breathed in the fog as fully and entirely as his receptors would allow.
The result was an eruption of gorgeous hues and hope-filled horizons that overwhelmed the robot.
Offcut fell over in a fugue of rapturous joy, his pincers twitching wildly in the motes of dust.
Righting himself the droid closed the three tins and sat for hours reflecting on what he'd found and what, if anything, he should do.
Suddenly he beeped loudly and had an idea. With all his creative programming whirring, Offcut removed the lids once more and reached for an old silver spoon.
Working through the night in a state of happy chatter and flashing lights the diminutive sniffer bot laboured at his bench.
When dawn broke through his corrugated hut slits Offcut was ready and held his creation high in his cupped hand.
He stared with pride and glee at the sparkling liquid he had concocted. It's scent was breathtakingly magical and Offcut felt sure that it would change the world.
'I must show my master!'
With his sample cup held aloft the invigorated bot trundled to Grilla's scrapyard palace between the towers of oil.
The robot chief was chastising his company of downtrodden bookkeepers all sat in a line of rusting desks. They were vigorously scribbling into oil-spattered ledgers, their shaky heads down for fear of being slapped by Grilla's huge brass palm.
'Master Master!' beeped Offcut. 'I have made something new for you, something glorious! Behold!'
Grilla lifted the sniffer droid in front of his grinding facial machinery.
'This better be good Offcut! I was busy counting my new barrels. You have disturbed me!'
'My apologies Sire, but you will think it worthy when you experience the result of my night's labouring.'
The little bot raised his cup hand towards his Lord's small but working nose and said
'smell it!'
The metal giant inhaled and ...
winced.
'What is it?'
'Ah, there is a copious dollop of thick treacle, a heaped spoon of wonderful smelling salts and a generous slug of liquid enamel.'
Offcut was pleased with his description.
He went on.
'I think it smells better than oil!'
'What did you say? What did you just say to me?' roared Lord Grilla.
Offcut froze as his colossal brass hand began to curl around him.
'Nothing smells better than oil you insolent dog. I fear you have outstayed your welcome droid! Your position as my Royal diviner is now up!'
'I'm so sorry Lord! I did not mean to offend you. I will...
... but it was too late for Offcut. Grilla's palm closed around him and there was a terrible crunch.
Grilla crushed his little wiry frame until the lights in the little bot's intelligent eye almost went out.
The robot Baron placed Offcut's carcass on the ground in front of the scribbling bookkeepers, who looked pitifully at his wreck and scribbled even harder.
Grilla, who was now busy once again caressing his drums of oil, did not see his favourite golden concubine approach the body of Offcut.
She stared with confused orbs at the scrap that was once the faithful droid.
She noticed his cupped hand still outstretched and she bent to breathe in the mysterious scent she could smell.
Offcut, in his dying moments, saw her eyes widen with joy and whispered gently to her
'Please take it.'
As she rolled away holding Offcut's unclipped cup hand close to, the once Royal diviner caught a final wondrous whiff of enamel and let his crystal eye slowly start to close for the very last time.
Sunday, April 30, 2023
The Redundancy of Suns
I had been sent from Earth to gather data on the vortex at the heart of our Galaxy.
The Black Hole, which I visited, was merciless. I became something else in that tubed night, although I knew not what.
As my ship recoiled from the mouth of the Hole I knew I was alive but different. I felt empty yet connected to this dreadful maelstrom.
It had been ten Earth years but a mere ten blips in the whirlpool of nothingness that I had been sent to explore a decade ago.
Everyone thought it was a suicide mission. I would never survive. At best I would send important data from the singularity and that was all. At worst I would vanish without achieving anything useful.
The smart money was on the latter but here I was careening out of the devil's arse at the speed of light. It spat me out like a pip and my ship hurtled across the Milky Way at velocities hitherto unknown.
My time in the Hole had hardened my constitution and I found myself easily withstanding the terrific G forces pounding my craft.
In time I entered the Solar System and before I knew it I was burning through the atmosphere of my home planet Earth once again.
Splashing down in the ocean my ship spewed up gargantuan clouds of water vapour that could be seen for hundreds of miles.
Before long there was a tap on my hatch. I opened the door and a beaming rescue pilot began to speak.
My mouth opened and something horrible happened, something so terrible that I can barely force myself to remember.
The entirety of the pilot began to liquefy and enter my mouth and nose in a stream of fluidised blood and skin. I could not stop it happening. I could feel all the information in his DNA siphoning into mine, all the data in his brain draining into my skull. It expanded.
The rest of the rescue mission went the same way. Blended and upended into my widening black maw, their sentience merging with my own expanding consciousness.
I felt my head. It had grown to three times the size. My gut too was distended. I looked like a walrus on the beach, my huge mouth dribbling blood and bile into the golden sands.
But my peace was shattered when a whole cohort of people came hurtling over the dunes, running wildly and falling as if some tractor beam was pulling them.
Like the others they stood before me screaming and turned to mush before sliding down my gullet and bloating my body and mind.
Thousands more arrived and as my form grew to enormous proportions like a quivering mouthed bag as big as a tower block I realised that somehow I was still connected to the black hole I had escaped from, it's umbilical pouting gut.
As millions souped in my throat I also came to realise that this process would not stop until the singularity, of which I was an extension, had devoured all information on Earth and therefore all its inhabitants, human or otherwise.
As I mushroomed across the land and towered above the cities, a bloated pulsing abacus, I sensed a dreadful harrowing second of lessening.
My entire family; wife, children, grandchildren and Grandparents, were also blitzed in the chambers of my hideous mass and their memories swept clean.
But I was no longer human.
That brief twinge of grief was the final flicker of my former self before the terrible certainty of physics consumed my mind and soul entirely.
When all the living were inside me I began to digest the Earth, splitting the atoms and eating its data. The ground around me dissolved, the swirling miasma of a powdering planet.
In time I tasted magma.
Hot chemistry took over as I encircled the core. Swallowed like a gobstopper, It's death the birth of my heavy iron heart.
With a rusted fist shaking in the hole at the centre of the Solar System I turned to face the redundant Sun.
Warming, I cranked the colossal shafts of time and ragged that glorious orb from it's sacred mooring.
Ransomed by Chance, its flaming calculus was now, like me, but a stream of integers unable to escape the beautiful futility of becoming nothing at all.
Pfft.
Monday, March 27, 2023
The Flickering Tilly
I purchased the tilly lamp from the old chandler on the quayside. A black cage shackling a kerosene flame, it lit my way that night as the fret rolled over the port like a mad posse.
After four gruelling weeks, from the western shore on a merciless sea, the harbour was strewn with the detritus of branded cowboys.
Like many others I had come in search of a destiny, a glorious claim to the dark hills, where the horses ran in herds of gold waiting to be tamed.
But driving me on was a secret shame. I had run out from my past like blood from a bullet hole. I had shunned my God-given responsibilities and fled the devil feeding on my soul.
I kicked a dented water can out of the way. It spun across the dirt, a dervish in the dust, eventually pointing to a trail I'd not considered, where a hooker preened beneath a candle-lit window like a broken bird.
"Hi Mister, wanna show a gal a good time?"
"Thanks but no thanks Sister, I'm good tonight but here's a nickel for a light."
The haggard, ageing brunette held out her cigarette. I placed my lamp on the ground and I cupped my hand gently around it, touching her fingers. As my tobacco flared the red glow gave her face a saintly appearance like Mary Magdalene and I was overcome with remorse.
I tipped my Stetson.
"Night Sister."
I strode on with my lamp, my spurs clicking in the emptiness, as the night embraced the smoke from my nose and mouth like the endless sable sea I'd endured to reach this point. Here the Fates would decide if my demon would follow me.
The rigging of the spice sloops clinked in the distance, a wet sound in the dry mouth of darkness. I needed a drink and soon a saloon emerged from the gloom, where I downed a sour mash whisky, splashed my sweating neck and ate a soft tangerine.
As I exited through the swinging gate, picked up my lantern and crunched the grit with my boots, I heard the gate swing again.
Turning I saw no-one.
I stared a while longer.
"So that's the way its gonna be!" I whispered.
I clasped my colt and heard the ancient leather creak beneath my grip. I flipped the stud and resumed my walk to the far side of town, where I was to meet up with an old gaucho at his camp.
The wooden structures of the main street faded. A pack of black dogs loped past and with them the comfort of my fellow man. Even the saints receded into the safety of the town and I craved another whisky dampening my brittled lips.
The parched brush bade me in. I held my lamp high and measured up the dirt path's length to the site of the camp at the foot of the pitch-black hills.
A gigantic, scraggy turkey vulture flapped its wings as it roosted low in a withered dwarf, its face and neck red with the blood of the land. My tilly stammered and went out in its sordid gust.
"Damn death-rat, scram you old ghastly bastard!"
I kicked a cloud of dirt into the thing's face and it squawked like a sick child before rising into the air and leaving me be.
My cigarette had just enough left in it to relight my lamp and the safe yellow flame lit once more. As the scene returned I saw a horse pelting by the arroyo. On its back was a silhouetted figure bent low on the mane, charging the mare as if devil-bent on some vengeful errand in that skinless place.
I shivered, discarded my stub and trudged on along the arid crunching path between the mesquite scrub.
By my reckoning it was the dead of night when I reached the camp of the gaucho. It was silent for a horse tethered to a thorn shrub.
There was a decent fire with a coffee pot dangling over it. It smelt good in the lifeless air.
"Help yourself."
I heard the voice but couldn't see its owner.
"Thankyou."
I took a tin cup from the chattels by the fire and poured the steaming brew into it. I sipped with gratitude, the steam rising round my hat.
"Sit," said the voice.
I sat on a flat rock and drank.
"Your arrival is timely."
"I have travelled many, many days to get here," I replied.
"My apologies, it was not you I was addressing."
I stopped drinking.
"It is the man sat next to you with whom I speak."
Without warning the fire was extinguished and the blackness of forever enveloped me.
I hefted my colt, turned my head and raised my lantern.
It flickered and sputtered as if being blown but before it could die I saw the face of the figure beside me.
"Son of a bitch!"
The demon had followed me across the sea! Across the desert! To this very arroyo.
It had been with me the whole while!
"Damn you Demon!" I yelled in its dreadful countenance.
Smoke, sulphur and steam began to billow from it's gaping mouth, from where I heard the wounded cry of frightened child within its ghastly chamber.
At turns the demon's contorted face was Mary Magdalene's imploring me to stay the night, then that blood-drenched turkey vulture pecking at my gut-filled bullets and worst of all, the desperate wife and daughter I had cruelly discarded, staggering like dissolving phantoms in the unforgiving mountains of my cowardly past.
I pointed my gun, pulled the trigger and blew its fucking brains out.
Falling into a reddening hell, where burning horses bolted over slopes of bones, it was then and only then that I saw whom the demon really was.
It was I.
It had been all along.
And as the devils of eternity prized apart my dripping skull in the flickering glow of my tilly, it was upon that arroyo I slowly died.
Tuesday, March 21, 2023
The Bipedal Seed
Friday, March 17, 2023
The Bonfire by the Forest
Harold strutted round the corridors like he owned the joint.